You'll always be my Konstantine

I want change, I crave it. I get bored so easily. That's why I'm always braced for the run, to try an escape that ever encroaching darkness that promises to hollow me out again. I hate when things remind me of the people who've left me behind. I hate when I still look at them and miss them. But the worst is when I miss people who still willingly call themselves mine.

Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night from the pain of missing a place I've never been. This is where the loneliness strikes.

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Mon Jan 30

theimperfectascent asked: 2, 12, 14, 22, 31, 40. Go.

2. Does the guilt I feel from talking to anyone about anything count?

12. Sarah Palin. A lot of women in music who have completely lost it.

14. boxer briefs. no…briefs, doesn’t want the nonsense of bunching under his trousers.

22. I think our Pickle/Honeypuff thing is pretty far up there. Most of my nicknames are mild: Belle, Bambi, Princess. So yeah, I’ve been called Honeypuff, and I’ve called mai Pickle, Pickle.

31. It would be filled with all of the classics that I’ve always wanted to read and a lot of YA and a lot of like…research books, which is kind of weird I guess. But like, I’d want a lot of text books in there as well.

40. ”I take back what I said. I do regret it.”