You'll always be my Konstantine

I want change, I crave it. I get bored so easily. That's why I'm always braced for the run, to try an escape that ever encroaching darkness that promises to hollow me out again. I hate when things remind me of the people who've left me behind. I hate when I still look at them and miss them. But the worst is when I miss people who still willingly call themselves mine.

Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night from the pain of missing a place I've never been. This is where the loneliness strikes.

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Sat Jan 28

nerdfightersdontfightnerds:

Yeah about the test -

The test will measure whether you are an informed, engaged, and productive citizen of the world

And it will take place in schools and bars and hospitals and dorm rooms and in places of worship

You will be tested on first dates, in job interviews, while watching football, and while scrolling through your twitter feed

The test will judge your ability to think about things other than celebrity marriages, whether you’ll be easily persuaded by empty political rhetoric, and whether you’ll be able to place your life and your community in a broader context

The test will last your entire life and it will be comprised of the millions of decisions, that when taken together, make your life yours.

And everything - EVERYTHING - will be on it.

- John Green

(via newton-pulsifer)